2 yrs hab passed n i still wan u..
all the conversations, ur jokes, ur laugh .. everything played in my mind.. it still does.. n m sure it will.. in future..
ur expressions.. ur innocent looks n behaviour when i first saw u .. some 8 yrs back.. when i had a big big noo! BIGGG crush on u ..which was a common thing.. to hab a crush on a senior from ur school..
frens think tht m crazy.. n i dun deny it..
i asked god to help mi.. help mi move on . n yes i did tried to find another n i found but he appeared to b the worst i had ever met .. or mayb the time wasn't ryt.. or mayb i never gave him ur place..
i still remember i was on cloud nine when i finally found u after like 6 yrs.!! imagine!! n i was like - FINALLY! THANK U GOD! :D
but it didn't last. all those good moments came to an end. u moved on . i never did. i tot i did .. but i realised tht i was jus tryna forget those memories created.. i deleted every single thing tht was connected to u .. and still u were everywhere.. i found u in mi.. alive.. following mi...
it's 100% true tht i'll loose u forever..
n it's 101% true tht i'll never be able to forget u.. n tht u'll never noe bout it..
i noe tht soon u'll b another person's.. jus tht feeling makes mi upset n wana cry out loud.
i dunnoe y god is doing this to mi. i waited 6 yrs. u fulfilled e promise. u broke it again god.. n m still waiting since 2 yrs...
i try million ways to move on. to knoe others . yet....
